My whole life I have had a chaotic mind: with millions of ideas, inconsistencies, weirdities; thousands of times a second; with several things happening simultaneously; never able to relax my brain; never able to stop my brain thinking (not even when asleep). Often I thought I am not normal, my brain is not normal. Until I read this: “CHAOTIC thinking is rarely a recipe for success, but evidence is emerging that operating at the edge of chaos may drive our brain's astonishing capabilities”